Ugh! Why can't I just get it right? Its only the first and I have already lost my patience and yelled. Everyone went to bed in an uproar again! I love my kids more than anything, so why do I allow myself to do the same old routine that doesn't work when I know there is another way? I am going to bed sad too and feeling like I failed as a mother again. Why do I allow myself to have these tantrums with them? Why is it so hard to let love win over stupid petty stuff? Tomorrow's another day...I WILL do better, I will defeat this horrible side to me yet!
I find it interesting that this has been on my mind since yesterday and then I read it on my sister's blog (see sidebar) "The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases. His mercies they never come to an end. They are new every morning, new every morning. Great is Thy faithfulness oh Lord, great is Thy faithfulness!"
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